The Cyanide

Radit&Jani

Radit&Jani

I fucking love and hate this story. I don't know why. It's torture.

We've been naive, been gullible, been silly
Because it's what makes it love
A big part of just chemistry and feelings
With no regard for anything

But sooner as time passes
Love is not just 2 elements together
They're everything, a mixture

The binding
Of good and bad
Of happiness and despair
Of the beautiful and the beasty

Is it or is it not love?
You decide

I'm thinking. And i think a lot. Thinking but not saying. I'ma get it out of me before it rots. To you, if u ever chanced upon this, i wanna say that i have never regretted being with you or breaking up with you. Ironic isn't it? Because to think of it now, if i didn't get out of it, i would be left enduring all of it till now. It's always about you. Always about your needs and wants. Always about your lies. Always about helping you. As for me? You lived your life and i lived yours. Was it my fault for being too hard on you? Was it my fault for being me? I'm glad i had the chance to find myself and figure out what i really want. But thank you for the all the memories that were never forgotten after all these years. I wish you all the best in life. Cheers.

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googing @ 8:14 PM

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Moshi Moshi y'all.

I head to work like a zombie today. Due to a movie marathon with my siblings. Slept at 6, woke up at 11. I'm damn tired & I got stared at by a customer because i was yawning all the way when she was talking to me. Haha. I got off early today and thot of going home to just crash. When i forgot that i gotta go eat chilli crab with my colleagues. So off we went to bukit timah to have supper. I didn't know they provided pliers to break the crab legs! I called them 'spanar' and got laughed at. Wakaka. And this one cute colleague of mine wanted to try and use the pliers. I dont know what the hell happened but the big fat crab leg went flying all the way to mars. Hahahahaha. This is what i call pecah perot!

Blame it on pms. I'm having pimple breakouts and i'm getting fatter. Seriously, how much uglier can a person get? lol. K i gotta sleep now, see you when i see you my dear friends :)

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googing @ 1:34 AM

5 cents

Halo people.

Like i said, today was a very very very boring day in class. The faci was like die pe nonok. Asking so many questions and staring at people just because they were using their laptops when a team's presenting. Wtf sia. Its impossible to just sit there and stare at the ppts. People will go crazy sooner or later. lol.

Went to town with my friend. This so monotonous friend. Luckily now he picked up a sense of humor. haha. kk chill. I'm joking btw ah bhai! hahaha. Went to search for shoes, but ended up just walking around. And i dont know why today i kept going to the toilet. Seriously, i think there's smthg wrong with my bladder system ah. lol.

K the most amusing part of all happened at exactly 8PM. There was this one muslim bangla, he approached bhai and suddenly gave greetings and salam. He was asking for a donation in return for an ayat. So bhai gave him a donation with sooooo much sincerity. Then the bangla was like calling out and i was wondering why. So i asked bhai "Eh how much u give to that person ah?" And u noe wad?! It was frigging 5 cents lah! Omg. I think the cost of printing and laminating that ayat costs even more. Bhai said he's only got like 5 cents in his pocket and only notes. Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahaha. A doa for you " Ya allah. Tolonglah kembalikan kwn aku ke pangkal jalan yang betol" amin.

K now im pissed. Coz my dad said that i'm getting fatter and should go on a diet. And to add to it, he said i should wear heels coz i'm short. Gosh. This is humiliation man.

K now lemme sing a song for you people. Everybody sing!
Shibab *snap* Shibub *snap* Shibab Shibub Shibab to the bub *snap snap*
Keep on snapping people.

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googing @ 12:56 AM

Stone

One Sentence:
I'm so bloody bored and i'm stoning to no end.

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googing @ 2:24 PM

My deepest condolences

Blue Fear

Ola Ola Ola! =)

I'm at home and i didn't go for my stats lesson. Wtf. I woke up in the morning and my head felt like it was going to burst. Maybe its due to lack of sleep? Or maybe i think too much? Gue enggak tau kenapa begitu sik. Lol.

First of all, i wanna offer my deepest condolences to Jean & family. I'm really sorry for your loss. And to those who can't make it due to "issues", well i guess yall aren't what i would wanna call friends. Honestly, there are 5 of us and i'm the only one who bothered to go? My goodness. Its a good thing Jean didn't take it to heart. But she must have felt a lil bit sad bcoz i think she was hoping for all of us to be there even if it was just for awhile? Haiz. I wanted and i have to be there for Jean because she has been there supporting me even if it was just mere little things. I really hope that you'll feel better coz u deserve to be happy more than anyone else! =)

K now i wanna thank inod and ajun for the "no-charge" kfc meal. hahahhahaha. For goodness sake, we only saw her once and said hi. She kept asking us if we wanted anymore! Mampos. So paiseh sia. We kept saying "takpe-takpe, its ok" and she kept giving us more. THANK YOU PUTRI! hehe. It seems that i've been getting perrrr-food lately. Wee~! And sab, i realised smthg ah. You're beautiful when you're pregnant! =)

Farewell to Monkey Society

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googing @ 11:31 AM

Crap

I'm feeling so dammit crappy right now due to i dont know what. Haha

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googing @ 12:15 AM

TEKA-TEKI YANG PERLU DIBERI PENAMPAR

1) Lubang ape yang rasanye hangat, nikmat dan nyaman?
Answer: LUBANGun pagi2, tarik selimut pastu lu tido balik....
2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?
Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandingan bolasepak Liga-M opp!!! salah EPL laaa
3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam, isinya di luar?
Answer: Kuih salah bikin.
4) Binatang ape yang power dlm bab berKarate?
Answer: Kuda belang....cube kira brape black belt dia ade.
5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
Answer: Yang menemukan dompet kulit tersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.
6) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak?
Answer: Pintu yang ade tulis 'TARIK'
7) Saya ade 3 kepala, 4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?
Answer: Pembohong...
8) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
Answer: Usus
9) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggota tubuhnya kat kepala?
Answer: Kutu rambut

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googing @ 2:40 PM

uno,dos,tres

Welcome to RAINBOW

Hello you guys. I bloody dont know what to blog about. HAHA~

I'm so bloody bored at home. Everybody's busy with school, work & life. I somehow feel that i'm lost somewhere in between with nowhere to go. LOL. I woke up so early in the morning to take my "understanding test" which was only 30 mins. And by no means, wasting my fucking time. Yet again. I'm talking to my friend right now and she's lecturing me to stop and keeping myself on guard against people. Wth. Just because i dont wanna go out and meet your "so-called" friend? I dont think its wrong of me to prevent myself from having feelings for anybody because i think its better to play safe! I leave it up to fate and whatever u wanna say, i think i'm doing what's best for myself. It's called preventing. duh.

To Sabrina&Nabilah, CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU! On being a mom again and to nabilah a big sister! yay! Yet another addition to the G.C family. A boy. Gosh im so excited. 2 boys and a girl; Nur Nabilah Nasyirah, Matin Anaqi and coming up.. Muhammad Naufal! Wee~
And i miss you sab. =) It's been quite some time we hung out. I hope ure doing well with ur pregnancy. All the diamonds and glitters luck to you!

[I dont know why i'm craving for chocodip marshmallows. lol]