The Cyanide

Overdose

Hello peeps. I'm Nanie. You know anot? If u donoe means u stupid.

Today i went to this stupid ura exhibition thingy. And earned 1 stupid point. Had to go round the exhibition for 2 hrs and 15 mins. Seeing & reading nonsense. Super bored & sian man. After that went to Popeye's and had lunch as me & grace were super super hungry. But then something happened and i didn't know what to say to make things better. Omg. I can be so dumb sometimes. *duh* And i was also thinking of my job. Which sucks big time. Always kena nag & nag & nag.

I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

Aniwae, the only things that can spice up my life abit. Books. Hehe. Have any of you read Jodi picoult & Kevin Lewis? Its super super superbly nice. Sometimes i just feel like kissing the book. I'm so so in love with it. I wanna buy a bookcase, a really nice one. But wo meyo qian and there's no space to put. Haiz. I wanna get another job soon so i can work more days and earn more. How how?

Random:
Here's some pictures i wanna share. I call these the Self-Overdose. I donoe what the hell my siblings were doing. Turning my brother into one ugly geek.

I think it is a matter of love
The more you love a memory
The stronger and stranger it gets.

Labels: vanishing acts

googing @ 10:49 PM

Lolli Lolli

Ok lots of updates. My blog is dusty again. *cough cough*

19 Oct:
Raya Outing with the GC's. Woohoo~
Even though not all was present, still a great time.
U know i know who. *bubbles*
So then, as usual, catch up on all the latest news and gossips.
And i simply couldn't resist Matin Anaqi.
He's sooooo cute i can really faint.
Hahaha.

21 Oct:
I can still remember the weather.
Super hot & humid. Wahlao.
Me & Grace's intention was to go to school.
But ended up somewhere else.
Macdonalds, her house, my house, Bugis.
Went to an interview at Bencoolen.
And it was so ironic.
Bcoz we were supposed to be selling Skincare products.
And guess wad? We dont know anything.
Haha. So no surprise there, we didn't get it.
Went sheesha-ing late evening.
Heart to heart conversations are of course, necessary.
Coz that's what we do all the time. Lol.

So then..

let the pictures do the talking baby..

*winks*

Cheers to those who hate me.

*Bluek*

Labels: Do i have to repeat again? omg.

googing @ 2:16 PM

Aishiteru

Lemme ask you a simple question.
Can u ever really define the word LOVE?
Isit commitment? Money? Affections? Chemistry?
No one can ever really define what it means.
And dat's why i'm feeling confused.

I Love You
That simple stupid phrase which will make me so depressed
that i have to struggle and cover up what i'm really feeling
For fear that, if i ever happen to believe it.
That's the end of everything that i have fought for.
My dignity and pride.
The future that i had already pictured.

Just yesterday, i watched a korean movie titled "Love Exposure"
As what the title says, there's certainly a lot of expos'e going on. Haha.
A few wise words from it:
"A man is never really a man unless he cheats"

Isit true or isit not true?
To some extent, maybe it is true.
But does having a connection with someone's bf considered normal?
It is not
And i've been trying so so hard for these past 2 years to break it
In every way that i can
But the truth is,
I'm still hanging.
He's dangling the rope, and i'm the one hanging.
Can somebody please tell me how to make it stop?
Please

Labels: siak siak

googing @ 12:20 PM

Fallen Angel

Tramping in my own world and space.

Sometimes i stop and wonder what the hell am i doing.
Whatever i do, it all seemed pointless.
But then i've got nowhere to turn.
No left or right.
Just the straight road ahead.
An empty road.
Just me strolling.. slowly.
But I've got alot of people surrounding me,
So why the hell do i feel all alone?
If u don't get it, then neither do i.

Labels: what if