The Cyanide

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
beautiful lie


Beautiful Lie

And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much the same
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
Lie, beautiful, oh

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running 'round in circles
Plagued with a quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

Im so in love with this song. And feel free to sing along with the lyrics. hehe.

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Garden festival


29/07/08
A very draggy day to be exact. Woke up and found that both of my sisters and my brother were not schooling. Haha! My dad called and he was angry coz we're all at home, BUT he made full use of that opportunity. Fetched my mom from work and off we went to Suntec City to see SGF 2008! We weren't particularly interested, just that my dad was dying to go. So we tagged along. When we entered like WOAH! The first one that i saw was damn nice, i cannot even begin to say how much i love it! Like something that came out from those movies like Lord of the Rings or Alice in Wonderland. There was something like an underwater garden. It seems like its underwater but its not. Then there's tulips and lilies of every possible colour. And so many more flowers. And duh, of course they're real.

There's so much to say and i donoe how to describe it. haha. My brother was running all around, i dont know whether he was woah-ing at the flowers, or his freedom to run round those flowers and play hide&seek. Haha. And guess wad? I saw pitcher plants! The ones you learn in primary school where they suck in insects and small mammals? Yeah thats it. Just that in real life it smells gross. Haha. There were exhibitions from all over the countries and one of the best was from Singapore. Hell yeah! We should be proud people!! Wee~!

P.s. I wanna go again. Can i? Hehe.

Singapore Garden Festival 08

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
damaged


EVERNOBEST

Moshi Moshi y'all. Welcome to my humble blog. I apologise for not updating for almost a week. Coz i'm in no mood and i'm sooo lazy to even on my laptop. haha.

27/07/08
K i gotta tell u something. I argued with a customer. And dammit, i was so angry i can throw a chair at that bloody nimwit daughter of a booch. There was this one middle aged customer who talked a lot and had 3 kids. She was talking and talking on the phone all the while, while trying my shoes. And taking about some stupid costly country club. Like so yaya right? I ABSOLUTELY hate it when people keep trying and messing up all the shoes which i've arranged nicely and perfectly. I seriously DO mind people trying for fun.

Then she asked me to introduce courtshoes to her. Coz she needs it for her officewear. Her teenage sec 2 daughter had a lot of comments which were irrelevant. Like asking her mom to go home and change her clothes and come down to try the shoes. Her mom was asking my opinion and i said it's obvious that these shoes were meant for officewear. Like duh right? Ya know what that stupid daughter said? " Then u take off ur pants and let my mummy wear lor." And gave me this stupid stuck-up smart face. I smiled and shot back at her. I asked wad sec level she was in. And i said "Ohh. Sec 2? Wahh! Your mouth very smelly ah. So rude sia fuck." Then she complained to her mom and the mom went berserk and started confronting me. I walked away and let my floor manager deal with her. Under NO circumstances am i saying sorry. Because i made it clear that the mom was my customer, not the daughter. So its none of my ****ing business!!! Whatever. I dont even care if i lose my bloody job. Harumph!!!!!!!

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Thursday, July 24, 2008
Couch potato


Halo People! Long time no see!

As you all know, i've not been updating my blog for almost a week? It is BECAUSE there is absolutely nothing interesting for me to blog about. haha. Like seriously, i work on weekends and i rot at home on weekdays. Now i've got a new pastime. Being a couch potato. Because my dad's just got a new modem and scv at a cheap rate. So watching tv's gonna become my new hobby now instead of msn-ing. lol.

I'm being so temperamental nowadays, maybe due to pms? I don't know. I wanna go out but then i don't wanna go out. I love being at home nowadays. Like just do nothing at all. Cleaning up, washing up, eating, watching tv. And today, my sisters are all at home. So we're gonna bake cookies and fudge brownies later. Woohoo! My family's favorite pastime is eating and checking out the best food in town. So i guess that's basically why i gotta watch my weight. Dammit, i've gained 1 kg and its evident on my cheeks and tummy. LoL. ok chill2 eh.

To all those who miss me, please do sms me. Muahaha. Coz i miss you all. Esp the GCs.

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Friday, July 18, 2008
indes


Today is a really fucked up day
Everything went haywire
Nothing more to be said


INDESCRIBABLE

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Thursday, July 17, 2008
Strudelicious


H to the E to the L to the L to the O....
Heyyyy HELLO!

Dear Readers,
On the 16th of July, nani and ifah went out.
and there w
ere a lot of weird stuff happening around us.
An old malay "pakcik" wearing hats and rings full of gems.
Utterly weird is the only available word to describe him.
Minas and backpack man staring at us.

We go like "what, what, what?!"
To sim lim square because its not diagonal.
Being asked whether we were locals.
Ifah saying that maybe we look like Indons and Philipos.
To Ritz to have strudels
Coz nani "kempunan".
Then to Mac we went to have dinner with Sab.
This 2 stupid china woman throwing fries at my feet.
Does it look like my feet can eat?
In the train, in the oh-so-crowded train
Talking about anything that can be talked about
This abang-la behind ifah trying to lean in
And maybe hoping to join in our conversation?

Ifah lost balance, and fell towards the abang
He was gr
inning like Batman's Joker.
Went to Lot One and nani was smiling like hell.
Because payday's finally here!!

I didn't go for class again today! Because i slept at 5 am and i hate maths. So many excuses, but whatever. I hate maths. lol.

K so thank you for reading people.
Arigato Gozaimas.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
dont speak


Baby I'm Back

K guys, i'm back to bloggin. If i leave it any much longer, it'll turn so basi. As you can see, i've changed my blogskin AGAIN. haha. I'm so fickle and choosy that i think it was just best i leave it at this one. Ok? =)

Am currently addicted to Natalie Imbruglia - Torn. Ya i know its such an old and lame song but i kept replaying in my mp3 and laptop. Damn peaceful song. Haha. Aniwae, i've been up to no good these few days. Been puffing a damn lot. And damnit, i really need to force myself to break the habit. Like linkin park said " I'm breeeeaaaking the haaaaaaabit tonight" wakakaka. ok sushes!

I'm falling into "egna" mode (boredom) nowadays coz there's really nothing that interests me. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to feel happy about. I'm always lost. I need to get myself back on track, i need to straighten my life out. Coz its going all ways. I hope i can. Chia yo!

To all of my frens out there, i hope you're happy wherever you are. Miss my g.c' s
!

Sab: Noted 24th August. Do tell me if you need any help :)


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Saturday, July 12, 2008
ridicule


You know ah some people say that when u get older ur mentality gets wiser? I think it somehow does not seem to apply to me. I was mad at myself for being mad and __________. To think about it, i was being ridiculous. A lesson to be learnt, Nani.

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Friday, July 11, 2008
philosophy


"Halo Halo! Testing mike 1 2 3. Miss Nanie speaking."

I am in class, culture to be exact and i'm bored. As usual, coz i'm always bored nowadays. Dont know why. Yesterday, had stats lesson and was having a headache looking at the numbers and formulas. Like seriously, who cares about hypotheses and its formulas and its critical region and god knows what else. Omg. Fucking stupid maths. Haha. I pon class halfway and headed to causeway to have lunch with my friend. Thot of watching a movie but then something came up so plan was abandoned. I've been wanting to watch a movie and the plans always terbantot (cock up). Haha. Went home, had a rest while doing my fave, reading books.

Then someone called me up and it totally dampened my mood. Bcoz that someone was saying something like do i wanna have his stuffs and mine back. Macam sial kan. Donoe what he was intending to do, but i think the most utmost reason was to see how i would react and trying to hurt me as much as possible. He's attached for almost a year and i don't see why he still wants to continue making life difficult for me. I wish i had the guts to tell his gf what the fuck he's up to. But then, its too evil to go around ruining another person's heart just because of one person. So what now that you had your claim to fame and someone with a so called status now? I was with u when u didn't even have a penny to your name. Whatever it is, i really hope u have the chance to broaden your mind, coz it's too small u can't even see it. Gosh. Ok enough now. lol


Sab: Bile kau buat gathering tu ah? Brape august? Kalau weekend i need to take off. :)

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Charlie's devils



I swear Sab looks taller in this pic. Thanks to the maxi dress. Haha. And of course. I'm the shortest. lol. Yesterday, went to bugis with Ifah and then met Sab. Ate at Tong Seng and then accompanied Sab to Macdonald's. Sab, i realise u've been eating quite a lot of fast food lately. Hehe. Then we were chatting non-stop as always. And catching up with the latest of the latest news. Mcm mak2 kpo. Haha. It would be nice if each and everyone of us was there. Sentosa outings and everything seems far-fetched nowadays. With everybody so busy with life. Nvm, there will always be something to celebrate! Like the upcoming birthdays! Nabilah, Sabrina and Sharifah's!

Sab: Botanic garden mcm best tempat. Hehe. Bbq pon actually boleh, but then i think must find a place with shelters and everything. Dah musim hujan nie. kk aku mcm paham. lol.
Ifah: When u need company, just call me up! Go N*Sync! Hahahhahahahaha.

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Monday, July 7, 2008
bugs


Something's bugging me. But i don't know what. Any ideas?

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Sunday, July 6, 2008
arab



Tears from the Moon

Uno dos tres. One two three. Ei er san. Satu dua tiga.........

Hello peeps! Long time no see! hehe.

Yesterday was a friday. " A restless friday". All due to the effing bad customer service at arab. My goodness. Here's how it happened. First i asked for sauce, and she gave me this one fcuked up face, and when we asked her smthg she talked as if there were bubbles foaming in her mouth. And to add to it, i ordered lemon tea and waited for a whole 20 mins and there was still no lemon tea! Me and bhai were both pissed and because i did not want to spoil the day, i thought it was best we kept mum. And i was secretly learning how to keep my temper from flaring by keeping my bloody mouth as tight shut as it can be. Success! Haha. I gave up and told bhai that we should just pay and go off. Stupid stupid. These people should really know that facial expressions play an important part in customer service. Wth! Lalalalalala. *ploop*ploop*



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Thursday, July 3, 2008
ayu



P.S: I LOVE AYU!

Good morning peeeeeeeeeeeps!

In class now and i'm bored as usual. Trying to get ready for the maths that's gonna bombard my mind later. Haha. I'm so gonggong at maths. And to add to it, i'm not good at my other subjects either. But who cares? As long as im not absent and i get my grades. That's good enuf for me. Wakakaka. My class is so fucking cold, i wonder how anyone can stand it. Aaahhhh! Shite.

Yesterday i was rotting at home and eating and eating and i keep on eating. My goodness. Went to slack with a friend for awhile and accompanied her to have dinner. Then my cousin kept calling me and i was wondering what in the world was so urgent. And noe wad? He was trying to matchmake me with his friend again. Yet again. I'm pissed lah. Bcoz it's not gonna work and i dont even know who the hell is he. He says he has my interests at heart. Wahlau. What is dis man?!

I'm in no mood today and i don't know why. There are so many things to think about. And my mind's jammed already. Damnit.

To my g.c's: When's the next outing? Puasa? I miss you all.
To marina: Nenek kamu sudah baik nggak? Hope she's well :)

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