The Cyanide

MAJOR BREAKDOWN IN PROGRESS

what am i supposed to do now?
a failure. dats what i am.
but then at the same time
i'm still thinking of a way out.
which way exactly i dont know.
will i ever live up to their expectations?
or will i just continue living in someone else's world?

for once, let me do what i want.

Labels: not this time

googing @ 2:03 PM

Ok fuck it man.
I hate school and they hate me too.
What the fuck am i supposed to do man.

Quit school? find another alternative?
I donoe what to do.
Why the fuck didnt that bloody "knn" tell me earlier?
At least i wouldnt have wasted 1 yr of my time and money and my parents money.
And what? Telling me only now?
Go fuck yourself.

Labels: Rejected Student

googing @ 9:08 PM

Ok im bored right now.
Doing fyp and donoe what distance matrices and fire escape routes. I'm scared i won't be able to do it coz it's a bit chim with calculations and pythagoras theorem and all maths bull. Which reminds me of my sec school math lessons, taught by Mrs Ng botak. Haha. How i miss those times, when there was nothing to worry about except homeworks and mere small stuffs. Going sheesha with Grace later, and im worrying about money again. Again & again. So how? Should find one rich nerdy guy and live in bliss. Chalo beteh.

Labels: similan