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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Speechless I am depressed. Mainly because my mom's been babbling bout how unsatisfied she is with me. The problem is, i don't know WHAT. And alot of people are not satisfied with me. Typically. Urgh. Now now A few days, and he'll walk away. It may seem stupid but then its like a goodbye for us. It just feels that way. You lead yours, i lead mine. It's so simple isn't it? Gone were the days where i can just act like me. Without acting, without pretending. To just be who i am. Which i rarely do nowadays. Gone were the times when there was always someone there for me, No matter how shitty i feel, no matter that we weren't together anymore. I knew i could always call you up anytime and say what's on my mind. But i chose not to. And i'd rather keep it to myself. And i hate myself for behaving this way. Because i used to be so dependent on you. And i've been trying very hard to not turn to you. Very very hard. No matter how u seem to be, whatever it is, I wanna say thank you to you and your family for every small little things you all do that make me feel really happy. I cannot describe how special and welcome you all make me feel and a million times thank you. You and Me? We have to stop going round in circles. It's time to stop. Stop everything. God, help me. Labels: kamsahamnida googing @ 3:02 PM
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