The Cyanide

Monday, March 9, 2009


Ok guys, i'ma start my grumbling session. Tanak dengar sudah! haha

I am feeling so tired. I don't know why. It's like i'm working non-stop from saturday till thursday. And sometimes i feel like i'm suffocating from working too much. The only time that i feel like i'm being myself is when i'm with my G.C's. I don't have to act proper or talk proper since i can be as mad as i want to. (but smtimes korg ah2kan aku je kan?!) haha. Sometimes i feel like one bloody hypocrite. But the thing is, i cant be myself, even at my own house. Because there's always a thing called "rules". And sad to say, i hate it. Things have been going on as per normal, but i think my enthusiasm in life is running out. I'll seriously go insane before i even reach 21. And for god's sake i'm ONLY 21. So why do i feel like i'm carrying too much burden? Or isit just because i feel like i can't take it? Is it always gonna be this way, me working like hell, but knowing that it's never gonna be enough?

Fuck it.

Aniwae, i spent my weekends working. Ok duh. Another weekend wasted yet again, and in years to come i think i'll still remain this way. haha. Ok to Sab & Ifah, me and inod are planning for a weekend out this saturday. I've already taken my day off, because seriously i think i need it. To breathe in the saturday "air". haha. It's been such a long time. So guys, give some suggestions coz me and inod thot of going for our own "K-Nite"!

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